". will keep skype calls with me for an ungodly amount of time
. has a brilliant smile
. the fact that he still wants to be with me, even after seeing me being emotional
. teases me
. introduces me to his mom, friends, and other important people in his life
. will let me play with his hair
. can talk to me like “one of the guys” but knows when to tune into his sweet side
. plays cute songs that make me smile (and sometimes cry)
. makes me feel attractive, and helped me discover my sex drive
. the way he gets nervous about things (cute)
. i love our near-nightly routine
. he is always interesting, even when we’re not saying anything
. sharing comfortable silences
. he is good-looking
. he listens
. I can ask him a dumb question without feeling dumb
. the irritating fact that he’s right nearly all of the time =P
. the way he gets excited when he talks about things he likes or that interest him
. his adorable sleepy face
. he gets me to try new things and always encourages me
. wants to travel with me
. he patiently listens to me ramble (and i in turn do the same =P)
. he tells me about his insecurities
. talks to me about things that bother me, over and over, if need be
. plays games with me
. teaches me new things
. likes the kind of music i like (all kinds)
. he shows interest in things i like, even if he doesn’t like them
. takes time to explain stuff to me, even when it takes a while
. tells me i’m beautiful, even when i’m not wearing make up or having a fat day
. gives me goosebumps and butterflies
. stays up with me when i’m not feeling well
. how he can get me out of a bad mood
. how patient he is with me
. wants to cuddle with me, any time of the day
. helps me with my issues, even if he doesn’t always understand them"
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(via stupidgirl44)
IT WAS ALL A LIE.
You knew how sad and alone and vulnerable and fucked up I was, and you still played with my heart. I thought you were a good guy. I really thought I could love you.
Thanks for making me hate myself again.
I’m afraid you’re just going to stop talking to me all together soon, and thinking that really hurts. You said so yourself how easy it would be for you to just up and leave.
Please don’t.
